#119, I Am With You

I am with you

I am with you

You’re never alone

I am with you

I am with you always

I walk this desert 

    trail

hot and thirsty 

searching for one

moment of relief

But to my dismay

I feel so alone 

But a voice calls

    out of the 

wilderness

Come, come 

I will ease you pain

   relieve your thirst

because

I am with you

I am with you

You’re never alone

I am with you

I am with you alway

#118, Color My World

Color my, color my

Color my dreams

Color my, color my

Color my dreams

Separate me from what

This world seems

And color my dreams

Well, this world I live

It is not my own

It’s a dream I’m havin’

On my way home

Much, much more

Than can meet the eye

If I blink twice

It will pass me by

So I gaze upon the colors

That have all faded to grey

Ever searching my dreams 

For that brighter day

Color my, color my

Color my dreams

Color my, color my

Color my dreams

Separate me from what

This world seems

And color my dreams

Well someday my dream 

Will be over

And I will open my eyes

To gaze upon a brand new world

With crystal blue skies

There will be no more 

Dreams of black and white

No more colors faded to gray

All the colors will be 

So bright

As if they were painted

That way

#117, The Other Of My Life

On the other side of my life 

  Was a different me 

One with hopes and dreams

  Then what came to be

Now I’m just living in 

  the Shadows

Of those bygone days

Wishing, hoping I could relive

  My former ways

But I know there’s no going

   back

There’s no turning around

what’s past is past

What’s lost can’t be found 

Moving forward is now a

   tough life

It’s hard to go alone without 

     my wife

Still the days go by as

   times flies along

Now I’m livin’ a life 

Feelin’ like I don’t belong

Maybe life will get better

I don’t really know

All I can do is to pray

Give my heart some hope

On the other side of my life 

  Was a different me 

One with hopes and dreams

  Then what came to be

Now I’m just living in 

  the Shadows

Of those bygone days

Wishing, hoping I could relive

  My former ways

Wishing beyond wishes 

For just a little more time

To create some new memories 

Continue my former life

Alas oh alas

The clock does run down

Time keeps flying away

Till before you know it

It’s your very last day

So enjoy the moments 

That make up this life

So if the truth be told

You don’t get very much time

#116, In Love

When does 

loving someone

Become 

being in love 

with someone

Is there a difference

Are they 

the same thing

I mean

You start out 

saying I love you

But somewhere 

along the line

you

start thinking 

about the person

Really 

really 

thinking about the person

In fact, the person 

Is all you 

can think about

Is this when love 

begins to be more

than just love

Is this when

you start to think

I’m in love

But when does 

loving someone 

become being 

in love

When do you cross

the line from one to

the other

Do you know 

Can you tell me 

because

I sure don’t

know

#114, Time of Love

The time of love may

    Come again

Or it may not

Compared to whom 

I loved

For now my thoughts 

have

Caught me living 

Back in the past

To love remembered

The love I had

Waiting, wondering

If love comes again

It might not be the same

Compared to where love

     Has been

For now that love lingers

And someday I know

Will help my heart love

   All over again

Call me back to when 

Love was well found

And so I’ve saved the 

      Old love

Until the time when 

Love comes to my heart

  Again

#113, Change

When did my life change

When did my life rearrange

When did my life change 

From my youthful days

When did my life rearrange 

To live my parents ways

I no longer live for

those Friday nights

For the music, 

The dancin, the lights

Till the wee AM

I no longer spend 

The money I earn 

On every little 

Whim, fancy or yearn 

Til it is gone

No,no,no

When did my life change

When did my life rearrange

When did my life change 

From my youthful days

When did my life rearrange 

To live my parents ways

I want to go back 

But I know I can’t go back

To those carefree days

Back to my youthful ways

Because time marches on

Years fade and are gone

My life has been changed

My life has been rearranged

#112, Alone

I don’t know how to 

be alone

I spent my whole life

  being somebodies 

somebody else

A son

A boyfriend 

A husband 

A father

A grandfather

Now I’m all alone

I don’t what it’s like

to be alone

But I have to find out

before the time comes

if it comes 

When I’m not alone 

     anymore 

But until the time comes

Please don’t try to

fix me up

hook me up 

bring me together

with someone else

I’ll know when the

time is right

the moment arrives

when another comes 

    my way

But until the time comes

Please don’t try to

fix me up

hook me up 

bring me together

with someone else

Because 

Now I’m all alone

I don’t what it’s like

to be alone

But I have to find out

before the time comes

if it comes 

When I’m not alone 

     anymore 

#111 Don’t Need A Dog

I don’t need a dog,
Thank you, please.
I’m perfectly happy,
You can let it be.

I know I’m all alone,
Believe me, I do.
I spend each day
Living that truth.

A dog won’t help,
So please refrain
From suggesting
It again and again.

A wagging tail
And four little feet
Can certainly bring joy,
Right now it’s not for me

I don’t need a companion
Just because I’m alone.
I need time to discover
Who I am on my own.

So please don’t tell me,
“A dog would be great.”
I’ve heard it enough—
Please leave it to fate.

I’m finding my way,
One day at a time.
Some days I stumble,
Some days I’m fine.

I appreciate your concern,
Your kindness is true.
But when it comes to a dog—

I’ll decide what to do.

#110, You Stepped Into My Life

You stepped 

into my life

or maybe I 

stepped into yours

Right now I’m not

sure

All I know is 

before I met you 

my life was so quiet 

Really quite a bore

then you offered a smile

It offered up new

possibilities 

sensibilities

to my heart and soul

Made think that 

one day

someday 

I would be made whole

again

We spent a few decades

learning who we were 

 together 

Decades of joy and 

    laughter

Sure there were some 

   bumps in the road

it was not all perfect

  but we learned how

to move past all the trials

   Grow from them

In the end we loved

   each other more 

     deeply

Even through our last

   and most heartbreaking 

          trial

love was at the forefront 

love helped us be brave

   together 

up until you took your 

      last breathe

Now, more than ever

  I need your love

to carry me through  

   until the day I

see you again

  in Heaven